heavy boots.

It's been both a great, existing year and also an incredibly busy and stressful one. I was having a bit of heavy boots for a few days. Actually this post and the one about the Sea aught to be in the same post.
I all of the amazing people that are swirling in the heavens this year.

To the wonderful - Gertru, I'm so sorry there wasn't a century of time for you to be even more amazing and to accomplish all your dreams, I'm sorry the cruel world took you too soon.

To the most lovely and gentle -Future, I'm so sorry you didn't get too see your son complete high school, or too go home one last time. I'm sorry there wan't more time to say good bye properly, too soon is all.

and lastly to John-John you wonderful boy. I'm really sorry there wasn't more time for you. For your brothers and family, to grow up and become the man they dreamed you'd be.

And work and stress and amazing trip to Germany to much - of fun and meeting so many amazing new friends, and learning new things, and seeing family and champagne (ok sparkilng wine) and pizza and beer and pasta, and all the great friends here at home and abroad.

Live you live's to the fullest. Life is so fleeting, make your contribution count, even if its only to your self, or your kids or that one homeless person who's day you made by handing out a sandwich. Make it count.