• The Mutterings of Mystery in Misery

    18.11.16

    Internalized rain

     
    For those of you, who struggle with the infinite sadness. I'm sure you can relate to those days when you feel like, nope - mind says nope to the production of the happy chemicals. And yet you continue about your day, regardless with the hope that tomorrow there may be co-operation. You smile even though you don't feel like it, because one can't always be an Eeyore. 

    So if you are having a day like that today. A reminder, today is just today, tomorrow may be better. Take a moment to do something you love, to fill up your soul with happiness. And if you feel like in inner rain is threatening to drown you, do go talk to someone. Have compassion for yourself. Life is a marathon not a sprint. Be kind to yourself, allow yourself the room, take the time you need. 

    Brain fog

     
    The extent of the ability of my mind to focus on well anything after 2 1:2 weeks of marking & invidulating. Nil. When you've been staring at a page for 15min taking nothing in. It's time for a nap. 

    7.11.16

    Grin

     
    The immense relief one feels putting a proposal together for a long while and finally get in approved by the faculty. Only to discover its to late in the year to register. So bitter sweet, it hurts. Sigh if only things where strait forward. 

    3.11.16

    Undirected actions

     
    Today's post has to do with the notion of following instructions & creativity. Yes you are a creative person I get that. Please read the information your lectures give to you, especially is the tell you something 4 times. Hint, THIS IS IMPORTANT enough for me to explain 4 times pay attention!!!! 

    1.11.16

    Brixton Kwai



    Random Friday night doodles. On the theme #lovebrixton 

    Where we live

    Where I live, and what inspires me to think and create. Is the Frenzy of living in a small house on-top of a big hill, in the middle of a massive city devoid of silence. Awash with motions and kinetic energy. Perhaps we all need contrast for creativity.  

    Ideal Living Location


    Ideally, I think, we all crave solitude. Spaces to think and Breath space to be alone, to meditate on the world, the divine or just be by ourselves away from the trappings of everyday life. Away from the consumer-driven frenzy of existence in the 21st Century.